Wednesday, July 2, 2008
... i donnoe what has happen to me.. i have feeling rather moody.
i dont know if i could trust again.
i dont know if i could love again.
what must i do before i can be back who i was last time?
many question run through my mind while i was walking to coswae.
and also what he said on his blog.
can i trust what he says?
should i believe?
is it real?
if it is real then how r u now ?
i know u have may things to say to me and still have things to give me.
budden the only thing is that can i trust ur words again?
answering back to ur question:
you say that i don mean what i said.. all wad i said comes from what i really want to tell you. so if u do not accept it so be it. i don have the authority to ask bouts it.
u said that u realised how much pain i have been going through. but is too late.. u regreted but that is what u have choosen. u said that u are dying. how can i believe u ? is it true on what u said?
if so then why dont u know how to take care of urself? just remember u are not a child anymore. nobody can spoonfeed you if you treat this life dearly then do wad u can to save it. by doing nth makes no sense.... and that is not a good life or bad life for mi... as i told u the reason before. it is up to you if u want to accept it. you say u are sorry.. budden u don even try to retify the problem..... u broke the promises... u broke the love... iit iis hard for mii to sae that ii forgiive you for what you have done.. but whatever you do... pls think iif iit iis the correct way and not just by cooking up another excuse....
take care.
msg. for you if you have seen it i hope that u will change for the better.
i am tired.. so tired... i just want to have a rest....
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